John, Jenny, Nova & Austin Bleazard

A great Month...

2009-03-02T15:21:00.000-08:00

I have been doing a lot better this past month... I did have a little depression which is totally understandable everyone says... considering whats happened. Also we go see a genetic counselor tomorrow at 12:30pm to see why we keep having miscarriages. Dr. did get results back from the fetus test and said the baby had a extra cromosone. What that means is not matter what the baby wouldnt have lived, most likey had some deformaty she said. She said nothing wrong with us, just that it ended up with a extra. I'll definetly post and tell you how it all goes by tomorrow night. But as it looks now, we probably wont be able to have anymore natural babies... but I hope she has found some other tests to maybe help us tryin to have more of our own, some kind of meds or Invitro... anything... or adoption is our only other option. Thanks for all your support it helps so much.

Well good news is I am at 191 now and thats 106 pounds gone. I feel wonderful and so different. Thanks for all the support in all that too. huggies and luv

Updates!!!

2009-02-01T15:55:00.000-08:00

This last week was sad for we had another miscarriage, which ended in a d&c on thursday night. I will go back to work on Monday. They still dont know exactly why all this is happening. They will do tests on the fetus and get me the results which take 2 to 4 weeks.

Other then all that... John is still going to school full time, working full time. I am full time mommy and wife and working part-time for the dairy and for McDonalds still. I love each job. I love McDonalds also because I get to meet new people and make new friends. I've mad quite a few already. Its exciting to get out of the house and help people everyday with their lunch or dinner... lol yeah not exactly charity work, but its fun.

Been trying to read scriptures everyday and get in the time I need to get all the house work done and keep the children and hubby happy. Nova & Austin hate me leaving for work each night I work, but hopefully by fall I wont have to keep working or I will work less hours just for extra money.

Have a great week. Keep your head up high about all situations, Heavenly Father has a plan and I know it. He knows how strong we are and what our weeknesses are, he will never have us take on anything we cannot handle. I love him so very much and as I do all of you.

Remember my other blog is SunshineJennyMay.blogspot.com

Yay, Yay, Yay!

2008-12-30T09:46:00.000-08:00

A wonderful surprise to a wonderful end to 2008! Happy New Year to us because we are 6 1/2 weeks pregnant and so far the Dr. said we are doing wonderful. My quants are great! I do get a shot 3 times a week and go for blood work every week for a month for the HCG level, and every week for 3 months for my progesterone level.

We all are so excited. We found out a week ago, and told the family Christmas Day. We pray each day that all will stay well and all will be on our side to have a healthy baby! Yes it will be a surprise until we have our baby. We are not finding out what we are having! YAY! We need one last surprise, boy or girl, name and what kind of car seat to buy. HOPING FOR A GIRL THOUGH!!!

Well I better get off here and clean up and get all the christmas put away. Hugs to you all and all your prayers are greatly appreciated.

Loving life....

2008-12-04T00:11:00.000-08:00

Life has been so busy, but enjoyable. After all the sicknesses have gone(knock on wood), I feel like we are enjoying each other so much more. This past monday and tuesday I was able to travel to the puyallup area and visit with my neice Sami, nephew Jake, and great neice baby Jade(2 1/2 weeks old). I enjoyed meeting Jake, he is such a great boyfriend to Sami and a wonderful dad to Jade. I took them all out to dinner at Famous Daves by the South Hill Mall. We were able to catch up on whats been going on in our lives the past year. Baby Jade is so adorable and so sweet, and so small, only 7 pounds 11 ounces at 2 1/2 weeks.

My friend Trisha from high school met us there too. We got to visit for a little while. It was so nice to catch up on life in the past 10 years. I plan on seeing her every time I travel over. Next time I hope to meet the kids and that hers and ours can play together.

I then caught up with my niece Amber and my great niece Ambriela and my nephew little Randy. All 3 spent the night at the hotel with Nova, Austin, and I. It was nice to get to visit and just enjoy each others company. The babies went to bed actually quite well. A little whining but all in all, within a few minutes they were out. YAY! The next morning we checked out and ate breakfast at Jack in the box, then we headed to Walmart and bought some early christmas presents for all 3. Boy do I miss them all so much.

It was a quick 24 hours but well worth it. I almost forgot. On the way over I stopped at the North Bend Outlet Mall. Man was that a mistake. LOL I had so much fun shopping with the boys. They did great for the most part. They stuck it out for about 1 1/2 hours. A little fussy at the last 10 mins, but they were awesome. I bought me some awesome XL and L clothes! YAY! I then bought the boys there christmas outfits for our family pictures that I hope to get soon.

I had to make a fast trip because I had to be back for work by 6pm Tuesday night. I got home at 5pm and left at 5:30pm for my new job at McDonalds. Yes I am excited. I loved working at Dairy Queen 5 years ago. McDonalds is so much closer and I am working night/graveyard, so that John can be home with the boys.

Well thats enough of my wonderful busy 24 hours. I hope everyone is having a good prep for the holidays. I hope to get lights up soon and get some decorations down and put out. Huggies and hope to hear from everyone soon!

How I am feeling....

2008-11-10T12:28:00.000-08:00

I have been feeling so blue lately. This past week has really taken a toll out on my mind and affecting my motivation in all things.

So many things have been going on. Looking for a job, and being that it has to be a night job so that John can watch the kids, I had to look at places that I would normally wouldnt work at. So I applied at Jack-in-the-box, McDonalds, Shopko, Lowes. Of course the only ones that called me back was McDonalds. I got the job and now I am supposed to go for my orientation tomorrow night, I just dont know about this, I keep having second thoughts. WHAT am I supposed to do? I pray about it, and it says yes and then pray again and then I feel like I am not supposed to. Uggg. I know there is no clear answers but what is hard is I have 2 friends I talk to and both are supportive of either. I wish for more friends, I wish for more motivation, I wish for me to remember more, I wish for us to have a larger family. All in all life is great, just crazy right now and I am so confused on so many levels.

Well I hope I didnt get everyone depressed that reads this, but sometimes just getting it out helps to feel better. What bothers me the most is I feel so down and so unmotivated I havent went to church for a couple weeks again, I just stay in bed or on couch in pj's. I hate feeling this way. I love church, I love my life, I love the kids I have now and the ones to come. I love the friends I have.

Wish me luck! :) I am praying for a better week! :) All comments or suggestions are greatly appreciated! Hugs!

Fall Leaves

2008-10-18T14:38:00.000-07:00

The boys had so much fun playing in the leaves. To my surprise they turned out to be pretty good pics too. We love the Fall, cooler weather, and prettier leaves. The world just turns to more of a calming, happy scenery.

Flag Football !

2008-10-18T14:29:00.000-07:00

Nova loved Flag football. We had practice and games every Saturday for 5 weeks. He did get better as time went on. John was able to make it to his last game. It was a lot of fun watching him learn new things, do the stretching, the 3 point stances.

Amazingly, Austin did so good and wasnt fussy much for that hour each Saturday. Yay!

Guided Fishing Trip

2008-10-06T18:00:00.000-07:00

This is when John went on a guided fishing trip. He caught 2 salmon, the larger one was 30 pounds. We had it smoked in town by Bryan's Meats. Boy is it good. The smaller one we cut up for salmon steaks.

John was so excited for this trip, he looks forward to going each year. Fun Fun!

Nova's 1st Day of Kindergarten!

2008-08-27T15:02:00.000-07:00

Getting off bus at the end of his day! Loving the bus ride, even though really short.

Sleep over with Shenandoah & Nickademous

2008-08-06T20:21:00.000-07:00

Having my Cousin Tabby & Boxey's 2 oldest kids over to spend the night was so much fun for all of us. We visited and played. For dinner we had pizza, all the kids asked to set the table, so each one pitched in with plates, cups and place mats. Then the boys took a bath, why do boys always stink more then girls, hhehehehe. Then we all made Ice Cream Sundae's, we all had different ones, but we all had a cherry on top! YUMMY

Then after all the fun, the kids crashed in Nova's room and watched a movie. After 2 movies I had to turn the movie off cause Nickademous is definitely a night owl, he was still awake... LOL So then in the morning I found all of them on Nova's twin bed crashed and sleeping well. I love having my neices over, they are so much fun and so caring.

Early Start kindergarten, First Day...

2008-08-05T08:45:00.000-07:00

Nova loved starting early at Edwin Markham. He had breakfast every morning and a snack, and lunch. He said his favorite is Chocolate Milk... good boy! :) Yummy! He does enjoy all his fruits too. He has finally listened to what I have been teaching him about taking at least 1 bite of every food he gets, I told him this because he might like it even if he thinks he doesnt. Needless to say he likes a lot more food now. YAY!

Also he was so excited to see Tia, his best buddy. They went to preschool together also and got to know each other really well. Now they both say everyday, can I go to Nova's, can I go to Tia's. They are such wonderful Kindergarteners.

Kennewick Park

2008-07-29T08:32:00.000-07:00

Danette and I met up at the park so that the boys could play together. The boys said it was to cold to go all the way in the water. It was a bit windy, but if it wasnt for the wind it would be perfect. So then we let the boys play in the big sand pit and they dug a big hole and said they were building there own swimming pool.

Pictured: Danette, Jesse, Harker, Porter, Nova and Austin.

Family time!

2008-07-27T07:59:00.000-07:00

All these pictures turned out so great! The green grass brightens up the pics so much!!!!!!!!!! We had such a enjoyable day together.

We played in the front yard, enjoying our life as a family. When all of a sudden, the camera came out to play too. LOL We love having two boys. They bring so much love, happiness and joy into our lives. Someday we hope that we will have a little girl, so that we all can see how a little me is when growing up. I know she will be adorably cute though. :) Heheheee

A day at home & short walk

2008-07-16T07:50:00.000-07:00

Nova loves to play with his brother, but he says he gets annoying sometimes when Austin don't listen. I told Nova, remember you don't listen always either. Needless to say Nova stopped saying that. LOL

Then our short walk, Nova's riding his Tricycle we got him for his 4th birthday last year. John had to get it at the Schwinn Shop, the tires are still full of air, wow huh! Wow because we live in tack weed country. LOL It was so much fun spending time with John as a family.

A typical day in our life!

2008-07-13T16:25:00.000-07:00

Just a day of fun, family and outside. The flowers were blooming beautifully. I love now that Austin has 2 teeth and that he is much happier now that they are in.

Nova loves playing with Austin so much. He loves having a litttle brother. Nova does ask us a lot, "Mom, when are we having more babies." He told me he wants 100. Yeah and I'm wonder Mom right. LOL Well we will give him lots of siblings as Heavenly Father will let us. If we have to adopt the rest we will, or as we hope to birth more. Either way, we all remain a happy family.

Our Trip To Montana!

2008-06-22T16:09:00.000-07:00

This was Nova, mine and Austins first trip to Montana. Boy was it a long trip but it was fun. We loved going to meet my friend Nikki, I haven't seen her since 2003. Nikki brought her 2 youngest children Janae and Jace with her. We all had a blast. All the kids sure got along so great. Jace and Nova are only 2 days apart. They both were telling everyone that they were best friends, and we were only into the trip home for 10 minutes.

Nikki and I were able to catch up on our many years of being out of contact. It was a blast having her stay for the week. A vacation we all needed. So much fun, so many memories, and so much love always.

Wishing Well Preschool Graduation Day!

2008-06-05T15:53:00.000-07:00

Nova loved having Mrs. Kristan & Mrs. Stacia as his teachers. He made so many friends. But the main ones he talked about was Hunter, Thomas, Tia, Hannah, and Randy.

What Nova liked most about preschool was playing, homework, and his friends.

It was a nice ceremony. They all got bags with things from the teachers. Nova's guests were his Grandma Dar, Dan, Keith, Grandma Debi, his Daddy, Mommy and Austin. Also, Frankie and her boyfriend came too. Afterwords everyone had snacks, we brought chocolate chip cookies as one snack. Then the children got to play in the back yard. The netted trampoline was so much fun for them all.

Last Day of Preschool!

2008-06-04T15:49:00.000-07:00

Nova just loved being at Wishing Well Preschool. He made so many friends, grew many inches and became such a big boy over the school year.

Sleepy boys!

2008-05-29T08:05:00.000-07:00

My boys mean the world to us and we just have to take pics of them sleeping every now and again, yes they are there and they are asleep and just so darn adorable!

SPLASH, splash,* SpLaSh*

2008-05-25T20:49:00.000-07:00

This boy sure does know how to make a bath fun, and boy do you not want to be the one that takes him out of the water. Whaaaa, kicking and screaming is all you hear! He loves his baths!!!!!!!!! I also love how he looks at things like, what is that and why is it doing that and my favorite, What are you looking at???? LOL

My Mom's 53rd Birthday Party!

2008-05-22T18:25:00.000-07:00

So this started all out by Dan giving me a call and suggesting that we do a little party, or BBQ for my moms birthday. I was all for it of course! I love seeing my mom surprised and so happy. We just told her that we wanted her to come for dinner so that we can enjoy her day together. Before she was on the way, I asked her to pick up some buns and ice. She then called back and I asked Danette to answer the phone and that it was my mom. LOL Yeah I forgot she didn't know that Danette was here. So needless to say that she has a suspicion but all was great! We all had so much fun. Even the kids! LOL

Who all came: Dan, My mom, Keith, Me, John, Nova, Austin, Danette, Jesse, Harker, Porter, Mickey, McKinzy, Rosey, Kayla, Meagan, Travis

Sleepin' with his Red Teddy...

2008-05-21T23:45:00.000-07:00

So this is our baby sleeping in his crib with his most favorite bear in the world. You give it to him and he does a snuggle face plant with it. Then he gives us the biggest smile ever, like ok, I am ready for bed. Also, if he doesn't have his bear in his crib at home, he doesn't sleep well. This was Austins first present from his Grandma Dar and Grandpa Dan.

Nova sleeping!

2008-05-18T20:28:00.000-07:00

We think Nova is growing up way too fast. Grown up and only 4 years old and well look at those long legs. My baby isn't a baby, but he is the most wonderful older brother, big boy, awesome son that we could ever ask for!

Just some random pics of us!

2008-05-13T14:00:00.000-07:00

John is definitely the love of my life. He shows me each and everyday how much he loves me, and I do the same in return. There is not a day that goes by that we don't tell each other, "I love you" at least 10 to 20 times. Each time we talk on phone and before we hang up, we say I love you! That is one thing I always look forward to when I talk to John on the phone.

Nova being goofy, I love the faces he makes, they just make me love him more!

Then there is a pic of My baby boy Austin, growing up so fast and those no expression faces are just the cutest!

Then the pic of me and my 2 boys! They are my life and I dont know what I would do with out either of them. Nova's smile just shows me how much I look forward to watching him grow up to be a happy, handsome boy.

Nova & Cousin Anna playing at our house!

2008-05-10T17:00:00.000-07:00

Nova playing with his cousin Anna. They took turns giving each other for rides on Nova's trike. Neat trike huh. Nova just had to have it for his birthday last year. We bought it from the Richland Schwinn Shop.

Also, isn't Anna just the cutest little girl ever! Her sweet smile just wants to make me hug her and squeeze.

Nova had so much fun Playing with Anna. He doesn't get many visitors that come to our house to play. Most of the cousins his age do not live around here.

Also, I added a pic of the new flower I planted this year!

Cousin Heather McCullough's Wedding!

2008-05-03T15:00:00.000-07:00

I was in charge of making the wedding cake. My Wonderful Mother-in-law helped me out with placing the flowers. The wedding was held at the LDS church in Richland. Heather is so extremely Beautiful and I loved, loved her wedding dress. A mother of 3 became a mother or 10 in a matter of moments. A great mom she is.

The funny thing is that Aunt Kathy, told Heather to cut into the bottom tier because the top was for show and to be frozen for the one year anniversary, NOPE LOL they both got caught up in the moment and cut the top they did. Funny funny! The 2 girls in the pic together are Heathers youngest daughters.

Then the pic of Austin and Uncle James, can you see the druel that Austin left on Uncle James lap. It was just the funniest thing Austin has done yet. :) Then there is Austin and his little girl cousin.

Then the pics of the cake ! It really did turn out so great! I love it, but it was really really hard but so totally worth all the time and energy I put into it! Also...... it tasted wonderful with the raspberry cream cheese center! yes homemade center!

The Face I love!

2008-05-01T15:45:00.000-07:00

More enjoyable pics of Austin Ryan Bleazard! He is such a happy baby!!! I love it when his hair is curly out of the bath!

My Desk all built!

2008-04-26T21:38:00.000-07:00

John built me the desk that I designed and Nova insisted that he had to sleep in there with a night light and grover(Grover is from Grandma Debi). Whats even funnier, he had to have that night light, so John had to put the extension cord over the top and hang the night light down. LOL

Austin @ 6 months!!!!!

2008-04-26T08:15:00.000-07:00

This is just a few enjoyable pics of our baby boy at 6 months old. That smile of Austin's just warms my heart so much! The joy that he has brought to our family is only one of the many blessings we have received since the day we welcomed him into our family! We love him so much and we have waited so long to add to our family and h e is the perfect addition!

Nova Remembering his Papa!

2008-04-19T09:35:00.000-07:00

Nova loved his Papa Jerry so much and now that its been a year! He still remembers the hat thing he got before his papa went to Heaven. Nova always expresses his love for him and asks

"When is Papa coming back", He knows he is in Heaven, I just think he hopes that one time I will say he will be home soon. Children are so innocent and loving!

That day we went to the Cemetery to visit dad. I miss him so much and there isn't a day that goes by that I dont miss him and wish that he was back with us. I know he is out of pain and so much happier

now that he is with our Father in Heaven. It was such a beautiful day that day!

I could feel dad's presents and I know he knows that I am doing my best and I know he would have loved his new grandson Austin.

Nova was always so proud of His Papa Jerry! He loved him for who he was and the big hugs and smiles he always gave his only grandson he knew while he was here on Earth!!!!!! I know My dad went to Heaven knowing that No One
could ever replace Nova's Papa Jerry, Nova always called him the Motorcycle one. LOL So he has the motorcycle grama and papa, and the Moo Cow grandma and Papa. I love the names little ones come up with and how they associate everything they see in life with certain people! I love the smiles Nova shows to everyone he sees and loves!

In the group picture, there is Dan, my mom, Austin, Rosey, Mickey, Nova and I.

Soccer at Pasco Parks and Rec.

2008-04-17T21:04:00.000-07:00

This is a pic of the dads playing against the kids.
Dads are trying to win.
Nova and Jesse are so tired!
Austin and Daddy!
Nova coming in for a water break!
Nova and his best friend Jesse
Jesse, Nova and John.
Kids playing teams.
Harker, my best friends son.
Jesse taking a break :) they were just practicing.
Coach telling kids what they need to do.
Jesse practicing.

Kids stretching before practice and game. Harker playing with my keys and Danette my best friend and her son Harker and then her again with her other son Porter and Jesse is her 3rd son that plays Soccer with Nova :)

Then there is Nova being goofy! Goofy smile!

A fun day at the park!

2008-04-13T10:30:00.000-07:00

This day at the Park was so much fun! John and Nova played on the swings and Nova learned how to pump his feet to keep him swinging, but he dont like it, because he cant go high enough! LOL He really loves going so high that he almost falls off the swing! So funny!

We just love Buster he is such a happy addition to our family! (I am adding this pictures late, so Buster has disappeared and no phone calls, we are in the process of finding another wonderful pup like Buster).

John and Nova have so much fun when they are together! They just laugh and smile and NOVA'S little silly smiles are the best. No matter if you are sad or happy he always manages to make you smile. Then this pic of me with Blond hair. I had it for about a week. I loved it but to much grow out for my hair being short. When its longer, I might do it again just to have the top blond and dark under!!!!

Austin and I played at the pick-nic table while the boys played on the swings. Parrot had fun just watching them and not being stuck in our back yard!!!! I love our family and I am so glad it has grown. We are truly blessed!

Time at home :)

2008-04-06T09:12:00.000-07:00

Well this pic of Austin is in his favorite place... His Jumparoo! As you will be able to tell, that is almost all the pics of Austin he has the same facial expression unless I catch him off guard and catch a good smile!

Than the pic of Nova and I with Buster when he was almost 6 weeks!

The of course thats a pic of Austin and I :) I love my boys!

Easter at Columbia Park...

2008-03-22T21:44:00.000-07:00

Nova, Austin and I went to the Easter Egg Hunt at Columbia Park, and it was ridiculous, and we both hated it so much. I took Austin to the 0 to 3 year olds and we got pushed down, got one plastic egg and 2 pieces of candy. CRAZY huh... Well then Nova went in the 4 to 8 year olds. Nova didn't get any eggs and no candy. He was so sad... I didn't have the heart to take a picture of all of us sad. But we did have a great time together. Got free tickets to get into the craft fair at the Trac and McDonalds ice cream cone and in the egg Austin got we got a ticket for free bowling at the Arena in Richland.

Fun times!

2008-03-19T21:10:00.001-07:00

So this is just our family at its best, Playing, reading, eating and just being silly! :)

Polouse Falls

2008-03-09T16:35:00.000-07:00

These are from when we took a day trip to Polouse Falls. It was a great afternoon! Its only about a hour from our house and we were there about a hour, walking up the little hills and seeing the water and looking at the camp grounds. Nova loved it and didn't want to leave. He was scared when he was on Johns shoulders, he thought he might fall off into the falls. Silly boy! So at the end, Nova had to roll down the hill, needless to say, the ground was a little wet, so he sat in his booster seat in his undies. We told him but he didnt believe us. FUN FUN FUN!

Austins Bath

2008-03-09T16:29:00.000-07:00

My Ducky boy! Austin loves his baths and when I get him out of the water, he just cries. But of course he calms down. He is going to be a duck in water for sure!!!

Austin @ 3 1/2 months!

2008-02-19T18:58:00.000-08:00

Austin saw his Dr. today for his first visit. Luckly his ear infections are gone and he is in the 50%. He is 24 1/2 inches long and weighs 14 pounds 10 ounces. He got his first set of shots(3). He cried so hard!!! But he is all better now.

Happy Valentines Day to my Boys!

2008-02-14T13:12:00.000-08:00

Nova loved the books, he is learning to know and spell words and he adds already. Austin loves anything he can put in his mouth. He bites down hard.. LOL Otherwise spending the day together was wonderful! My hubby bought me a cute, unique bear with a rose. He wanted to take me to Olive Garden for dinner, but as you expect it was busy, over a hour wait! So we drove by thursday night, friday night and saturday night. We ended up going on the following tuesday. We got right in! Yeah! Also, one picture is Nova kissing the frog. Princess maybe? Heheheee Nova can be so funny! As you can see Austin can have the funniest faces too, he just woke up from a Nap and thought the light was to bright!

Nova & Austin playing!

2008-02-12T21:05:00.000-08:00

There is just something I found that makes Austin soooo happy, Nova saying AAAWWW BOO! Nova try's saying... AAWWW Austin, or AAWWWW Couch,,, AAAWWW anything and Austin will laugh. They always look so cute together. The swing Austin is in was Nova's back in 2003. WOW time flies. Where does the precious time go? ~Ohhh The Memories~

2008-02-11T20:47:00.000-08:00

John taught Austin to hold his bottle. Yeah he doesn't do it very often but he is learning fast. Then we have Nova being himself. With Nova now being 4 1/2 years old. He pretty much does everything himself, he is so fun and energetic. From going to the bathroom(he started doing that when he was 3 1/2.) to getting himself ready for preschool, from head to toe. He is a little man. Then we have a picture of Austin and I. He never stops smiling and if I have a bad day, he helps turn it around. We love our boys so much!

My 3 Boys!

2008-02-09T20:16:00.000-08:00

I really enjoy watching my boys play, Nova and John can make Austin laugh so hard. Its wonderful watching the joy that has grown in our family.

Adoption finalized!

2008-02-04T18:25:00.000-08:00

We are so excited to tell everyone that on February 4th, 2008. Austin Ryan Bleazard is offically our new son. He was born on October 24th, 2007. He weighed 7 pounds 9 ounces and 20 inches long. We are so excited to have Austin added to our family. He is one of the cutest little babies ever. He laughs and giggles already and is trying to sit up already. He holds his head up so well. He drules a lot, teeth coming? Maybe! We call him bubbles because when he drules he blows bubbles a lot. As you will see, he smiles a lot and loves to be talked to and played with.

Pics of Austin in December 2007

2008-01-01T22:02:00.000-08:00

Austin Ryan Bleazard is such a good baby and such a blessing to our family! Being able to welcome him into our family on Christmas eve was the most wonderful gift that Heavenly Father could of givin' all of our family!

Pics of Nova in December 2007

2008-01-01T19:53:00.000-08:00

I'm so proud of all this pictures, I took them of Nova and Austin myself.... I now LOVE to pose and take and edit pics. Forget Walmart photo of going out, I'm having to much fun! Hheheeee I do love all the pics I get from Family and Friends, Thank you!